Post by Chibi of Doom on May 12, 2010 6:53:34 GMT -5
What is your name?: Jill J Leonard
How old are you?: 17
What do you look like?:
Where do you come from?: Neo Domino
What is your job?: Student at Duel Academy
What are the most obvious things about your personality?: So you want to get to know me? Don’t. I’m better off being alone and you’re better off leaving me that way. Want proof? Alright fine, I’m bitter, sarcastic, short tempered, violent and I don’t smile. Don’t get me wrong I’m not pure evil or anything, I don’t try to kill or rob banks or take over the world I’m just not a very nice person. You leave me alone and I’ll leave you alone, simple as that.
How would you honestly describe yourself?: Do I really have to do this? I hate talking about myself. Alright fine just... Whatever! Just don’t tell anybody else okay. To understand me you have to realize that there’s a monster living inside me, an evil duel monster’s spirit that’s trying to possess me and take over my body, it takes all my willpower just to keep it at bay. I have to be strong or else my life is over, just one moment of weakness is all it could take so yeah, I’m pretty tense most of the time. The real reason I want to be left alone is because I’m terrified that I could be possessed at any minute, if I have any friends I’d only hurt them and put them in danger. I don’t want anybody to be close to me when that time comes, it’s for their own good. Course I’d never tell anybody that in a million years, the last thing I want is to be pitied, I’m a monster who should be feared, as long as people keep thinking of me like that it should all be fine.
Yes, you got me. Most of what I do is an act, I want to be hated and disliked because I’m worried about them. I just want to be normal, I don’t want to live in fear, I don’t want to constantly fight against something in my own head and I don’t want to be alone any more. I know it’s the one thing I keep denying myself but I really want friends more than anything, yeah I know it’s pathetic but I’m much shyer, softer and kinder than I let on...
And if you tell anybody about that I’m kicking your ass! Got it?
What is your motivation?: I want to live a relatively normal, relatively peaceful life.
List at least 4 things you like: Fighting, good cooking, heavy metal and anybody stronger than me (or maybe respect is a better word for that)
List at least 4 things you hate: Skirts, perverts, anything too mushy or romantic, weakness (especially my own) and most of all that damn monster in my head.
What are the most interesting/important things that have ever happened to you?: I used to be a plain old regular little kid, I don't know why but a spirit entered my mind and took control of my body, forcing me to do terrible things. I'd rather not go into the details of what it did exactly, those are sort of painful... It stopped manipulating me after a while but I could tell it was still there. The guys in my home town weren't that bad I guess, they kept telling me it wasn't my fault and at least pretended to be sympathetic but I could see the fear in their eyes. Nobody wanted to blame the victim, they didn't want to admit that they hated a little girl but silently they wished that I wasn't around. Not that I blame them or anything, like I said horrible things happened to them and all because I was too weak to stop myself from being possessed, I swore I'd never let it happen again. I decided to do everybody a favour and keep my distance, even at school.
How do you like to Duel?: I usually like agrro and lockdown tactics.
How old are you?: 17
What do you look like?:
Where do you come from?: Neo Domino
What is your job?: Student at Duel Academy
What are the most obvious things about your personality?: So you want to get to know me? Don’t. I’m better off being alone and you’re better off leaving me that way. Want proof? Alright fine, I’m bitter, sarcastic, short tempered, violent and I don’t smile. Don’t get me wrong I’m not pure evil or anything, I don’t try to kill or rob banks or take over the world I’m just not a very nice person. You leave me alone and I’ll leave you alone, simple as that.
How would you honestly describe yourself?: Do I really have to do this? I hate talking about myself. Alright fine just... Whatever! Just don’t tell anybody else okay. To understand me you have to realize that there’s a monster living inside me, an evil duel monster’s spirit that’s trying to possess me and take over my body, it takes all my willpower just to keep it at bay. I have to be strong or else my life is over, just one moment of weakness is all it could take so yeah, I’m pretty tense most of the time. The real reason I want to be left alone is because I’m terrified that I could be possessed at any minute, if I have any friends I’d only hurt them and put them in danger. I don’t want anybody to be close to me when that time comes, it’s for their own good. Course I’d never tell anybody that in a million years, the last thing I want is to be pitied, I’m a monster who should be feared, as long as people keep thinking of me like that it should all be fine.
Yes, you got me. Most of what I do is an act, I want to be hated and disliked because I’m worried about them. I just want to be normal, I don’t want to live in fear, I don’t want to constantly fight against something in my own head and I don’t want to be alone any more. I know it’s the one thing I keep denying myself but I really want friends more than anything, yeah I know it’s pathetic but I’m much shyer, softer and kinder than I let on...
And if you tell anybody about that I’m kicking your ass! Got it?
What is your motivation?: I want to live a relatively normal, relatively peaceful life.
List at least 4 things you like: Fighting, good cooking, heavy metal and anybody stronger than me (or maybe respect is a better word for that)
List at least 4 things you hate: Skirts, perverts, anything too mushy or romantic, weakness (especially my own) and most of all that damn monster in my head.
What are the most interesting/important things that have ever happened to you?: I used to be a plain old regular little kid, I don't know why but a spirit entered my mind and took control of my body, forcing me to do terrible things. I'd rather not go into the details of what it did exactly, those are sort of painful... It stopped manipulating me after a while but I could tell it was still there. The guys in my home town weren't that bad I guess, they kept telling me it wasn't my fault and at least pretended to be sympathetic but I could see the fear in their eyes. Nobody wanted to blame the victim, they didn't want to admit that they hated a little girl but silently they wished that I wasn't around. Not that I blame them or anything, like I said horrible things happened to them and all because I was too weak to stop myself from being possessed, I swore I'd never let it happen again. I decided to do everybody a favour and keep my distance, even at school.
How do you like to Duel?: I usually like agrro and lockdown tactics.